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What This Experience Has Taught Me, By Kausalya Raman

When you look at big problems from a distance, it’s easy to think of a simple solution that should, in theory, work perfectly. However, it’s only when you actually talk to the people facing the problem, and put yourself in their place, that you realize how complicated it can really be.

For instance, let’s take the issue of poverty in India. Through some research, I found that one of the many causes of poverty is the language divide that is created based on whether or not you know English. Around 60% of students who attend elementary school in Tamilnadu attend Tamil medium schools. Students attending public, government-run schools in rural areas have very little exposure to English, and often have teachers who themselves are not fluent. They do not have any extra reading material that are set in the context of their lives making it difficult for them to acquire even a basic proficiency in the language. This becomes a problem not just for pursuing higher education, but also severely limits the job opportunities available to them and they get stuck in a cycle of poverty. I wanted to help the kids by creating resources and making it easy for them to learn English.

Though my research helped me focus in on the specifics of my project, there are things that you can only really learn in the field that influence the decisions you make.

Based on research, I understood that there is a lack of English learning resources at these schools, and they are in need of more books and activities to practice with and use in the classroom.

When I visited, I saw that the books they do have already and that get donated to them are extremely white washed. I knew when I heard a classroom recite a poem about fair skin and blue eyes that there was a serious lack of representation of these students in children’s books. They never see themselves in illustrations, and therefore lose interest because they can’t relate to the stories.

Based on research, I understood that teachers don’t fully understand the English language, which inhibits their teaching.

When I visited, I saw how well protected government jobs in these schools are - how teachers would often times just not show up because they don’t fear being fired, and classrooms would be combined and filled to 50-60 students per teacher, leading to teachers being unable to spend individual time with any of them. I learned that a lot of the teachers just don’t believe in their students. One second grade teacher, as an explanation for why she doesn't try as hard as she should, told me she was convinced that she was stuck with “bad learners” because a few of the students in her class that she had considered “good learners” were taken out of the public school by their parents and sent to a private school. I also learned that there were some teachers who were really hard working and passionate about making a difference for their students who practice English in their own free time in order to help them succeed.

Based on research, I understood that a lot of students just don’t show up to school for days at a time.

In the schools I visited, the majority of students have extremely difficult home lives. For instance, I met a really bright young student whose dad had passed away, and whose mother committed suicide by pouring kerosene on herself. He and his siblings were sent to live with his aunt, who had five other kids and a tea shop. She has no time for him, and as a result he gets ready and comes to school every day on his own initiative, usually an hour or two late. Nearly every kid I met were in similar situations. During a conversation with one of the teachers, I learned that many girls, without any support or guidance outside of school, run away with boys by the time they’re in the ninth grade and end up pregnant with kids who they then send to the same schools again. I learned that a first grader had recently shown up to school tipsy because his father had given him alcohol. Most students show up to school one day out of five and continually forget everything they learned, and because of this it takes multiple months for them to learn the letters A through D.

I realise now that, although necessary, the language resources we create are just the first step to helping these children. In the future, I envision creating a series of children's books that focus on mental health so that, despite a lack of support they may have in and out of the classroom, they might find helpful ways to deal with issues such as anxiety or depression. I want the books and activities that we create through English Kadhavu to be as inclusive as possible - not only helping students learn English, but encouraging in them open mindedness and compassion. Through our book boxes, I want to bring positive role models to the students so that they can build a positive attitude towards life from a young age and acquire resilience to stick with their education to take them out of their cycle of poverty.

I really value all my time in India, because, despite feeling like I know and understand the problem I am trying to tackle, it never fails to open my mind to the nuances of every situation.

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